The only reason

I decided to try and do all this is too prove to myself that i have some willpower left in me.. i might be proven wrong in the next few weeks, thats quite a scary yet common realizition in my life lately

I am a 20 year old disabled guy from russia, few months ago was the first major time i looked back on my life as a young adult. The picture has some colors, but lacks meaning and this terrifies me. I know its normal and I'm not planning to have a middle age crisis this early, but some steps should be made

This is one of them

Here i will have a diary of some sorts

it will contain:

• daily (if i somehow manage to keep this all up) entries, i might hide them somehow or be obtuse, but i assume no one will ever read this, so idc
• accountability thingies around the screen showing how much i did this or that, probably will find more use during the semester